in my mind
i can climb
all the mountains that surround me
the spirit there
where eagles dare to fly


in my heart
there's a spark
that can light the world around me
an open door
where i am sure dreams are


doesn't matter if i win
or the colour of my skin
'cause the race is all about
believing in yourself


and i dream
i can run
like the wind
and be strong
when my heart
just wants to give in


and i dream
i can be
the hero thats in me
when i dream
i dream...


theres a time
in your life
when the odds are so against you
there's no defeat
if all you keep is pride


first or last
slow or fast
there's a dignity that makes you
keep driving on
when worlds have come apart


doesn't matter rich or poor
or the things you've done before
'cause the race is all about
believing in yourself


and i dream
i can run
like the wind
and be strong
when my heart
just wants to give in


and i dream
i can be
the hero thats in me
when i dream


i dream
of the moment
that forever will be golden


when the torches pass
all your dreams will last
that are shared by everyone


i dream
i can run
like the wind
and be strong
when my heart just wants to give in


i dream
i can be
the hero thats in me
and i dream
i dream



Wednesday, October 11, 2006

i did not attend school today bcoz i woke up late....so i did my revision at home instead..it was a boring day at home...did nothing much really...and i waited for BABY to finish work too...neva did i expect dat u will eventually forget all about me after finishing work....u told me urself dat u wil give me a miss kol after u r done wit ur work since u had to stay back even further for an extra class....and i waited for u patiently....but in the end,still no msg or miss kol from you...i even dozed off waiting for u....u didnt even bother to msg me when u r in the bus...it was after i gave u a miss kol that u msg me back....when i called,u told me in a rush u forgot to call me....and also u didnt want me to get mad since u rushed to get me those plasters which i wanted right after work....i mean what kind of reason is dat?...datz sumting unacceptable...i was the one who told u to get those plasters for me...so even if u still call me at dat point of time,i would not get mad but u did not....i was very hurt with wat u did to me....i didnt expect dat frm u....this is da 2nd time dat u r doing tiz to me...no one wil forget their loved ones even when they r in a rush....to add on your mistakes,u did not even tell me dat u r accompanying ur fren to buy her stuff.....and the reason u gave me?...u said dat since we r quarreling on the fone,u didnt hav the chance to tell me...datz another lame reason.....how would u feel if i did all these to u?...im very upset wit ur attittude for today...its lyke u dun even care abt me anymore...u r only working for a few days and all this r already happening..i juz cant believe it....u really let me down....i waited for u da whole day and tiz is wat i get in the end...its lyke im ur dog..when u need me,u would call me,msg me...but when u dun need me,u will juz ignore me lyke dat...why r u doing this to me dear??...dont u love me anymore??....im trying my best to understand u but plz dont do tiz to me..it's very hurting...watever it is,i've forgiven u....juz dat im still very hurt and too angry to talk to u.........anyway take care and hope ur hand is ok....i still love u BABY....muacks....

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Taufiq Cleophas Matthew Mraz
20yrs old
National University of Singapore
9th November 1986
attached to Ismanina Ibrahim since 6th July 2006
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