this is another of my cousin's family...She is Ashley Carlos,married to Damien Glenn Kutcher and they too have 2 kids...Ciara is 4 and Jeriel is 2...
picture of Ciara Electra Kutcher
picture of Jeriel Oliver Kutcher
the siblings together
this is my cousin's family..they are based in Italy..my cousin,Rachel Gomez,married Kevin Frederick Nikopolidis and together they have two sons...Scott is 2 and Seann is 3mths...below are the pictures of the boys...
picture of Scott Hezyer Angelos Nikopolidis
picture of Seann Darien Andreas Nikopolidis
the boys together with their dad
im so tired today...just reached home from school...i decided to update tiz blog quickly coz BABY's going to read it later and she wants lots of entries as possible...btw i miss u honey...hope ur work is finishing soon...cant wait to call you....muacks...
the conversation between us early in the morning before u went to work was a sweet one indeed...although i was only half awake,i still managed to talk u...im sorry if im always sleepy these days...im just too tired at times...but i'll try my best to b awake whenever u call me during those time...and dun feel bad about it....im da one who insisted on talking to you just now...coz i noe both of us miss each other so much....
school's boring as usual..i slept thru most of the lessons and even the lectures...and had to b called out by the professor....i got a dressing down frm him..but i just totally ignored watever he said to me...i dun give a damn abt school anymore....i didnt noe dat life at university can b so boring...only the geeks would enjoy going to such places....nevertheless,i cant wait for my course to end and graduate quickly...i want to do more fun and exciting tings in life.....
honey,dont forget to visit Aisyah's blog...she wrote something for you....
i love u so much dear....come home soon...im waiting .....for you
and i cant wait for tonite too..we r going to get hot and dirty....haha....muacks.....
im blogging and talking on the fone wit BABY at the same time now...
anyway it was tiring day for me today...i had to clean the house all by myself...mummy had some other urgent matter to attend to and my cousin did not want to help me at all....wat a useless bum!!....i cant wait for my maids to come back...im sick and tired of all this..i hate doing the household chores all the time....it's acceptable when doing it at certain point of time but of course not all the time...i juz had enuf of it...
im not in school today bcoz i juz dont feel like going...the lectures and lessons r getting boring each day..how i wish i dun hav to attend school....i should hav travel around the world instead or perhaps help out my dad at his company...but my parents wanted to me to get a degree and they place alot of hope on me since my elder bro didnt make it to the university...he graduated with only a A level cert....
it feels good hearing my BABY's voice juz now....i miss you so much honey....im glad dat ur work is done and u r home fast...i cant wait to talk to u later....i wanna spend as much time as possible wit u...im afraid i cant do dat once i start working...but somehow we have to compromise wit each other k..i'll try my best to spend all my free time wit u...nothing is impossible...dun worry,i wun change or watsoever and i will get hold of my temper....i hope u will try to understand me just like wat im doing now....
and i cant wait for our date this saturday....i wil spend all my time wit you....its shopping time for you dear...im going to get u anyting dat u want...hope u happy abt tiz...i noe u cant wait for me to get dat shoe for you....only both of us noe the reason why...haha....
i love you.i miss you.i need you.i want you.
muacks muacks honey....u r mine forever....no one can ever separate us.....
this entry was posted by Ismanina Ibrahim,my BABY,..... today was a good day for me...i woke up late for work and DARDAR offered to send me to work at AH since he decided not to go to school....and guess wat?..i got a morning kiss frm him... besides that,it was tiring at work because i hav to attend to many patients... btw thanks for accompanying me while on the way...it was so sweet of you to talk to me in a loving manner...i like it...muacks... i just want to say this to my dardar....I LOVE YOU HUBBY!!!!......muacks.... and also im looking forward to the call later honey....i got lots to tell you....
BABY's going to read my blog today....im so happy...haha....
anyway yesterday night while we r on da fone...we had a fight again and tiz time i asked for a break...it was a hasty decision and i regretted it...but luckily after the both of us calm down,i managed to get us back together again...watever it is,i still love her so much...i cant just control dat temper of mine...im sorry dear...i shouldnt hav done dat..im under too much stress which is why i wanted dat breakup...
we had a good day today....spend most of the time talking on the fone...i juz cant get enuf of her...i want her to be with me forever....i still missing u honey although it's only been a while since we talk to each other....i hope u will change ur attitude sumhow but no matter how bad u may b,i'll always love you.....
besides dat,nothing much happen today....wat a boring day...wish there's sumting for me to do...
btw im going to get u dat SHOE for you soon honey...i noe u r sick and tired of the shoe dat u r wearing now and also due to sum other reason....u should noe why...haha...
when u get your pay...dun forget to treat me....i'm waiting for dat day to come...hahaha....juz kidding..u dun hav to treat me...i want u to save up dat money...so dat u can buy the tings dat u've always wanted....instead im going to be dat one who's going to treat you....no special occasion..i juz feel lyke giving u a treat....
here's sumting for u.....
today wasnt a good day for me and BABY.... since mummy had gone over to my aunty's house,the only ppl left in my house is myself,my cousin and daddy....im in charge of the household chores since mummy's not there...i called BABY when i finished most of the chores.... the conversation lasted for abt 5hours...frm 1plus to nearly 6...the starting of the conversation went smoothly and we had a great time talking to each other...we were laughing and talking abt our future..but then tings went wrong when suddenly BABY told me abt da incident which happened so long time ago....she told me not to get angry and i did...i just dunno why she's not being truthful to me...i mean she should hav told me earlier...what's the use of telling me now?...i cant do anyting abt it...futhermore the incident is considered sumting important...and it is abt me,BABY and another person...i dun wish to go into further details coz its too personal to tell it here and no one else should noe except for me and BABY.... Honey...i didnt ask for much...all i want is ur love and for you to be truthful to me...a relationship is useless if u are not being truthful to me..i dun expect u to tell me everyting but should the matter concerns us or me,u should quickly tell me...and not wait till the last minute...i've given u everyting dat u wanted all tiz wile...i was so heartbroken juz now...i didnt expect this frm u...i thought u will be truthful to me since i've been truthful to u all this wile..not even once did i lie to you except for a particular incident where i lied bcoz i didnt want to hurt ur feelings....im sorry dat i asked for a separation juz now...im juz too stress..im having too many problems and i cant handle it..i really hope dat u understand da position dat im in now...i need u by my side dear...please...dun ever hurt my feelings again...i love u so much and i hope u wun ever do tiz again...watever it is,i've forgiven u for ur mistakes.... about ur injury...im so sorry....bcoz im scolding BABY all the time on the fone,she tripped on a wire and her forehead hit the side of the bed....she told me dat it was bleeding badly...it's all my fault..i shouldnt hav scolded you...after dat,i felt so bad and my heart began to soften...i didnt mean for the injury to happen...hope it will heal soon...muacks.... right now,im glad dat we r back to normal....both of us make it up to each other and i managed to make her smile in the end...i hope u noe wat im expecting frm u in the time to come honey...i swear dat i wun ever leave you...there's no one else whom i love in tiz world...u r the only one...trust me...i've nothing to do wit my ex anymore...we r over...and u r my future...i want u to noe no matter how sad or angry i am,i'll always be there to make u smile...i want u to be the happiest girl alive dear...im doing all tiz for you...i dun want any more misunderstanding between us...what happened today was really bad and i dun want another repeat of it...muacks..muacks.... remember to call me later...im waiting for your call....let's watch the stars together tonight...haha...muacks.... i want you tonight darling.....
My Fav Royal Kids...they are frm the Spanish Royal Family..eldest is Juan Valentin who is 7 this yr,followed by Pablo Nicolas Sebastian who is 6 and lastly Miguel who is 4....parents are Inaki Urdangarin and Infanta Cristina Of Spain...
Juan Valentin Urdangarin Of Spain
another picture of Juan Valentin Urdangarin
Pablo Nicolas Sebastian Urdangarin of Spain
another picture of Pablo Nicolas Urdangarin
Miguel Urdangarin Of Spain
another picture of Miguel Urdangarin
the three siblings together
i just got the chance to update my blog now...i've been bz for the whole day....besides revising,im also helping my mum with the household chores since my maids hav all gone on a holiday...datz a tradition in the Mraz family...maids r humans too and they need the break....anyway....actually i went online earlier just now,but couldnt sign in to MSN which is just too bad...but luckily i could sign in just recently...
Right now as im updating tiz blog of mine,im talking to BABY on the fone which i find is so sweet...haha...but she's been abit paranoid and emotional lately...maybe it is due to PMS...but datz ok..i can cope with it...it's my duty to be patient with her especially in times lyke tiz...how i wish i can make her smile now...she seems to be in a bad mood when we r on the fone right now..datz bcoz she's very quiet and wouldnt want to talk to me unless i quickly update my blog and switch off the pc....but problem is my mind is juz blank and i dun hav any idea on wat to update...besides nothing interesting happen today...i shouldnt hav update my blog now...
anyway,i just to tell u dat i miss u so much BABY...i hope u dun change anyting abt yourself...i love the way u r right now...im sorry if im too demanding all tiz while...i dun expect much frm u really...all i want is ur love and im happy enuf that u came into my life and make me the happiest guy alive...for dat,i promise u dat i am neva going to leave ur side and wanna b wit u forever...lots of hugs and kisses frm me to you....muacks...muacks....
i've just finished talking to BABY just now...i miss her so much....she's still at work though...her shift only ends at 9 so there's like 1hr 30mins more to go...i cant wait for her to end her work...i want her to come home soon....
anyway...i went school ard 1 just now since there's nothing on in the morning....it was kinda boring...if i had known dat there werent much activities to do,i wouldnt have come...what a waste of time!..sleeping at home would b a much better option....reached home ard 5plus just now...didnt do much upon returning home...all i do is eat and watch tv....even the programme on cable arent helping...i just too bored...
i decided not to buy the PSP after viewing its website...i find datz it's really not worth...first of all,the set itself is very costly...and u gt to purchase sum other software to go along wit it...and also,the games r kinda expensive..luckily i do some research first befoe buying.....just to play safe...unless somebody frm my extended family is considering giving me the PSP as a CHRISTMAS gift,im not buying dat thing.....
this is for you honey....
right now,im blogging frm school using my laptop....i've decided to blog since i got nothing to do anyway....
to start it all,im having a really bad sorethroat....its been lyke dat for the past few days...i hope it will recover soon...anyway i miss BABY so much..she's working in the hospital right now and she cant reply my msgs since she's very busy...datz ok...i understand the position dat she's in...i wun get angry lyke i used to...coz at the end of the day,i find dat its not worth it to get angry over minor things...i dun want our relationship to suffer...i love u so much and i dun want to us to fighting all the time...i want to make u happy always and i want to see dat smile in you....everything i do,it's for you dear...muacks..muacks...hope u will smile while reading my entries later...they r all meant for u...muacks...
i've been very happy when im wit you all this while....although there r times when we dun agree wit each other,dat doesnt mean i hate u or i dun love u anymore....u've been a very gf to me during these 4months and in time to come....i just hope that our relationship will last forever...till eternity...your love for me is so special dat im sure dat i will neva get it again in my life ever should we ever break up sumday....i wanna b with you forever dear..forgive me for all my mistakes honey...i swear dat i will change da dark side of me just for you....i love you...muacks...muacks...come home soon later....i cant wait to talk to you....
you will always be my sunshine dear....the one dat's shining brightly in my life and heart ever since the day dat we r united as one...6th July 2006....i love you wholeheartedly.....muacks....
if Nina and i were to get married someday...i would like to have 4kids together with her.....we have come up with these names for our future-kids though....to us,its nice but im not sure abt others....and i want the boy to b the first child in the family...but if we get a girl instead,it would b fine too....coz i juz love kids.....and i'll shower them wit all my love,care and attention...haha
1st child:Shah Iskandar Mikhail Mraz
2nd child:Tasha Elyana Mraz
3rd child:Nafiq Qushairy Mraz
4th child:Fiqah Andrisha Mraz
if Lady Luck is on our side,mayb we will have more than just 4kids...hehe
and btw,the both of us have decided to get engaged next year...if everyting goes well...i just cant wait to live with her....i wanna marry u soon honey...muacks....
Barney and Baby Bugs Bunny....datz you and me...haha....
something for honey....hope u like it...muacks....
i've been busy with my school work and in the midst of that,im also revising for the upcoming tests which is taking place next week....besides that,i'm devoting all my time to BABY since her return last Sunday evening...but unfortunately,things hav not be going well as we expected...i juz hope that there will b lesser fights in the future...
today it was snowing(raining) when i got home from school...i was so tired...i managed to talk to BABY on the fone while she's on her way home...i gt to noe dat she sprained her ankle during her work at the hospital and she sort of had to limp on her way home...poor BABY...i told her to b careful the next time round....i dun want her to get hurt in any way...wish i was beside her during that point of time...and to add on to her pain,we even had a disagreement on the phone and she was in tears yet again...sorry dear...i didnt mean to hurt ur feelings...i just wanted to express out my feelings and my thoughts on our relationship...plz dun think negatively or dat i dun want to b wit u anymore...u noe dat i will neva leave you...i love u so much and its getting deeper each day...muacks...muacks....
Honey.....I love you for the woman you are, I love you for the things you do, I love you for the things you say. But most of all I love you because you love me for the man I am, for the things I do and for the things I say. I love you.
today is my first proper day without BABY....i miss her so much...i cant wait to her to come back...i didnt sleep well too yesterday..usually we would talk on da fone but i was all alone since she was not here....im glad for my cousin's company who came to my house last night....and had a sleepover...
anyway today was really a bad day for me..other than da fact dat she's not here,i got scolded by my mum for a couple of times and da words dat she used was really very hurting..at times i got scolded bcoz of sumbody's mistake...it's really not fair...i feel lyke running away but it's no point..im da one who will b at a loss...i juz cant stand staying in dat house of mine..i had enuf...i wanna move out a.s.a.p....and there's no one whom i can complain to...usually BABY is the one who's there for me..i neva felt tiz lonely before...and i juz cant do anyting right..i keep thinking abt her all the time...come home soon dear..i gt lots to tell you....
i hope u'll call me soon....im grateful even if the conversation is less than a min...i juz want to hear your voice...and contact me as soon as u reach Singapore...i'll be patiently waiting for u....even though we r apart,my love for u will neva fade away...muacks..muacks...love u lots honey...
this is the song which i let u listened to the other night...i find it very meaningful...juz for dear...muacks...
im very sad today since im going to be alone here without the company of BABY who's at Johor right now due to her bro's medical condition....she's only coming back on Sunday....im going to miss her so much...and i will b very lonely.... before she went off,we had tiz really bad fight...i ended up hurting her by scolding her and saying some things which i shouldnt have..im sorry dear...im juz too angry at dat time...i dun want you to go datz all..i dun want to b all alone for the 2nd time in a row...its juz too much...we hardly spent time together these dayz due to the clash in our school's schedule and yet u r going away....but datz ok...i dun really have an upper hand in everyting and u really got no choice since ur mum's decision is final....forgive me for saying all those juz now and also for being selfish..u should noe dat i didnt mean it....u r all dat i need dear...hope u understand... im sorry abt my attitude too....i placed u first before anyting else...abt my frenz juz now,i didnt even arranged any meeting wit them...i juz bumped into them when im on my way to return my library book datz all....earlier on i went out wit mummy to get sumting and i switched off my hp bcoz my batt's flat...u r getting too emotional and suspicious these days and datz sumting which i dun really lyke...i hope u can change ur attitude too...we must do sumting abt our relationship if we wanna b wit each other longer....im doing all this for u and our relationship dear...dont ever tink that sum other gerl is better than u coz we both noe dat its nt true....i'll always love u and it shall remain dat way forever....im so stress wit my life which is why i get mad easily at times and its getting harder for me to get hold of my temper...im so sorry.... anyway i cant wait for u to come home...i thought dat we could talk on the fone till mrng tonight but it seems dat all dat will not come true..im juz so sad....hope u noe dat im missing u so much...muacks...muacks...dun worry...i'll always b ur hero....Taufiq Mraz...the boy who lives in ur heart...muacks..:) i'll promise u dat i'll change for the better dear..i wanna b wit you forever.... btw dun forget abt ur promise....da one abt u not going to school on Monday...i'll keep dat in mind...
today is my 20th birthday!!!!...yey2!!!!! finally i've turned 20 for good...haha...my wish is to stay healthy always and an everlasting relationship with BABY!!!! as expected,BABY was the first one to wish yesterday...but i was really bad..half throughout our conversation,i fell asleep and left her alone..it was only at ard 1plus am dat i woke up and called her back..im sorry darling...my eyes always gave away at the wrong time...i noe u r very upset wit my attitude nowadays...especially tiz morning...ard the time when u r going to work...once again,im sorry abt dat...i feel very bad abt wats happening between us... anyway right now,i dun feel lyke celebrating my birthday at all since BABY's not with me..she's working and i noe dat she's very upset although she 's trying her best to hide all her sadness juz to make me feel good...u can fool others but not me dear...i noe u well enuf...how i wish i could do sumting to make u feel happy...i dun hav the mood to entertain my cousins and the rest of my extended family who are at my house now....i juz cut the cake,eat and chat for a wile before going to my room...i dunno why but i dun feel so good suddenly and i used dat as an excuse...mayb im missing my BABY so much..... i want to noe dat im very sorry abt my attitude and antics all tiz wile....i dunno why i keep hurting u and causing u to b upset most of the time....but i really3 love u so much dear....i wouldnt want to lose u in any way...i'll call u later...cant wait to chat with you...missing u lots honey...muacks.... and before i forget,my son(dat one i had wit my ex-gf),Rey Ezekiel Arffan Mraz, called to wish me juz now...abt 1hr ago..i was so happy to hear his voice..he look so much lyke me thru da photos dat his mum send me da other time...frm wat i heard,he's growing up fast..he's already 2years old tiz year and is currently living wit my ex-gf and her fiance' in Spain...they r getting married next yr and Rey also has 2 half-bros whose name are Pablo Nicolas Frederic Gonzalez who's 1 tiz yr and Juan Valentin Benjamin Gonzalez who is 2mths old...i wish him all the best and hope he's happy wit his family there...daddy loves you rey....u r simply adorable...muacks...
There's not a star in heaven that we cant reach baby..... and also u'll always b the biggest star in my life...haha...muacks 3MORE HOURS TO MY BIRTHDAY!!!!.....I CANT WAIT!!!....
just reached home from sch.....it was a tiring day for me...im going to sleep after posting tiz entry i gave a miss call to BABY and she msg me saying dat her work at the polyclinic is not over yet as there is an emergency outbreak...she'll msg me as soon as she's done wit her work...im waiting for her msg right now...i cant wait to talk to u honey...im missing u badly....muacks... tomoro is my 20th birthday!!!!......im not very excited though...coz im turning old!!....haha....dat is of course nonsense since being only 20 is still young...im going to celebrate tiz special day wit BABY of course...being my special one has its rewards....i told her not to get me anyting since her presence alone is very meaningful to me but she insisted on giving me a present....datz's so swit of u dear...i love u so much....muacks..im going to talk to her till midnight today...since i wanna her to b the first one who will wish me....hope i will not get sleepy lyke i always do.... tiz year is very special to me as it has all our special memories in it......especially since 6th July 2006....the moment dat i've always been waiting for...to get the girl of my dreams and dat is u BABY...u r constantly in my thoughts now and forever....and being loved by you is a very special feeling dat i've ever experience in my whole life....tanx for dat love of urs honey...muacks...muacks....
busy studying right now.....
but i'll b back to blog soon.....
i miss u honey!!!!.....
btw today is NinaFiq's 4month anniversary!!!...im so happy dat we make it tiz far..........
just got back frm the shop with mummy.....it was so hot and im sweating all over...and on top of dat,i had to carry lots of tings...my hands r all red...poor me...before i start studying later,i decided to blog first....since BABY said dat she's reading the blog later....sorry if i cant go out wit u today...i need to go out with mummy later to get some stuff.....mayb sum other day k....
Baby,i love u so much
i miss u.....ur voice....ur laughter...everyting......
u make me go crazy over u.......
i never want to b apart frm u......
u r my everyting....
hope our relationship last forever.....
I-is a very cheerful person
S-smiling all the time
M-make my life worthwhile with her presence
A-always there for me
N-naughty and loves being pampered
I-is a very sentitive person too
N-never fail to cheer me up whenever i'm down
A-appreciates me wholeheartedly.....
I.S.M.A.N.I.N.A....the name dat will always b in heart...now and forever..till death do us apart....
being with you means everyting.....i am the luckiest guy alive to have someone like u who loves me so much and willing to do anyting juz for me...thanks syg...i'll never forget all those..
1MORE DAY TO OUR 4MONTH ANNIVERSARY!!!!!!!!!!!!
BABY......You're nothing short of my everything...and it will always remain dat way....muacks...
ThIs is for you dear....one of my favourite songs and the song dat i always sing to you...hope u lyke it....muacks....
hey there!!!...im blogging frm the hospital right now...using my dad's laptop...i hav an appointment wit da doctor regarding my operation..i tink it will b postpone due to my poor health..i've been sick for the past few days....but im recovering though....all tanx to my baby who's been there for me all tiz while....i love u sayang..muacks....
anyway right now,BABY's out wit her family for Hari Raya outing....hope u will come home soon dear...abt yesterday,im so sorry...and plz dun change anyting abt urself...i love da way u r right now...let put the past behind us k....no matter wat,i'll still need u in my life....u r my soulmate and we r a match made in heaven....no one can ever separate us....hope we can overcome all the challenges ahead in life...i would risk anyting juz to b wit you....we've gone thru so much juz to b together so lets not harm our relationship by hurting each other all the time....i wouldnt want u to shed anymore tears for me....it hurts me seeing u in dat state...once again,i would lyke to apologise for my behaviour all tiz wile.....i hope u'll forgive me...
5MORE DAYS TO MY 20TH BIRTHDAY!!!!....im going to spend tiz special day wit BABY....u dun have to get me gifts dear,juz your Presence alone is meaningful...hope it's going to b a memorable one.....
and 2MORE DAYS TO OUR 4MONTH ANNIVERSARY!!!......its fun being wit u dear for the past 4months....hope to b wit u forever....muacks....
My love for you is a journey; Starting at forever, And ending at never.
im not in school today..... anyway......5more days to our 4months anniversary!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! be with me forever baby.......lets reach out to the sky together!!!.....haha..... and 1more minute to before u finish ur work!....im gonna call u soon honey...im missing u LOTS!!!
im down wit fever...it was really bad today...i was having a hard time getting out of the bed....luckily mummy's there to help me...she was really patient wit me although i get irritated at her sumtimes....tanx mummy....i love u.....i dunno how i'll manage witout you.....
and for my hunny bunny.....im sorry abt wat happened early in the morning...i wanted to talk to u but u didnt called as promised...dat got me real mad...although u got scolded by me and eventually broke down,u r very patient wit me and even tried to calm me down...tanx for dat syg...im sorry for hurting you...i didnt mean it..if i could turn back time,i wouldnt hav done all those...i get irritated easily whenever im sick so i hope u understand...but i wouldnt want to make dat as the reason for our quarrel....sorry for failing to carry out my duty as ur boyfriend...i noe there r still lots of room for improvement...and i'll try wit all my might to make ur da happiest girl in tiz world...i wouldnt leave u all alone....i want to spend all my time wit u and i hope u can do it too although at times,u r bz wit other stuff....watever it is,u'll always hav my support in everyting u do...muacks....luv u lots2....
10 reasons why im so in love with my BABY
Taufiq Cleophas Matthew Mraz
20yrs old
National University of Singapore
9th November 1986
attached to Ismanina Ibrahim since 6th July 2006
littlebeachboy_fiq@hotmail.com
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