im very sad today since im going to be alone here without the company of BABY who's at Johor right now due to her bro's medical condition....she's only coming back on Sunday....im going to miss her so much...and i will b very lonely....

before she went off,we had tiz really bad fight...i ended up hurting her by scolding her and saying some things which i shouldnt have..im sorry dear...im juz too angry at dat time...i dun want you to go datz all..i dun want to b all alone for the 2nd time in a row...its juz too much...we hardly spent time together these dayz due to the clash in our school's schedule and yet u r going away....but datz ok...i dun really have an upper hand in everyting and u really got no choice since ur mum's decision is final....forgive me for saying all those juz now and also for being selfish..u should noe dat i didnt mean it....u r all dat i need dear...hope u understand...

im sorry abt my attitude too....i placed u first before anyting else...abt my frenz juz now,i didnt even arranged any meeting wit them...i juz bumped into them when im on my way to return my library book datz all....earlier on i went out wit mummy to get sumting and i switched off my hp bcoz my batt's flat...u r getting too emotional and suspicious these days and datz sumting which i dun really lyke...i hope u can change ur attitude too...we must do sumting abt our relationship if we wanna b wit each other longer....im doing all this for u and our relationship dear...dont ever tink that sum other gerl is better than u coz we both noe dat its nt true....i'll always love u and it shall remain dat way forever....im so stress wit my life which is why i get mad easily at times and its getting harder for me to get hold of my temper...im so sorry....

anyway i cant wait for u to come home...i thought dat we could talk on the fone till mrng tonight but it seems dat all dat will not come true..im juz so sad....hope u noe dat im missing u so much...muacks...muacks...dun worry...i'll always b ur hero....Taufiq Mraz...the boy who lives in ur heart...muacks..:)

i'll promise u dat i'll change for the better dear..i wanna b wit you forever....

btw dun forget abt ur promise....da one abt u not going to school on Monday...i'll keep dat in mind...