today is my first proper day without BABY....i miss her so much...i cant wait to her to come back...i didnt sleep well too yesterday..usually we would talk on da fone but i was all alone since she was not here....im glad for my cousin's company who came to my house last night....and had a sleepover...
anyway today was really a bad day for me..other than da fact dat she's not here,i got scolded by my mum for a couple of times and da words dat she used was really very hurting..at times i got scolded bcoz of sumbody's mistake...it's really not fair...i feel lyke running away but it's no point..im da one who will b at a loss...i juz cant stand staying in dat house of mine..i had enuf...i wanna move out a.s.a.p....and there's no one whom i can complain to...usually BABY is the one who's there for me..i neva felt tiz lonely before...and i juz cant do anyting right..i keep thinking abt her all the time...come home soon dear..i gt lots to tell you....
i hope u'll call me soon....im grateful even if the conversation is less than a min...i juz want to hear your voice...and contact me as soon as u reach Singapore...i'll be patiently waiting for u....even though we r apart,my love for u will neva fade away...muacks..muacks...love u lots honey...