Monday, December 18, 2006

im supposed to be in school today but i didnt go because im dont feel too good...and im taking way too long to recover...i dont know why but i dun feel good abt everything today...i can kind of sense that something bad is going to happen soon...but i hope that it wun and will neva happen..i didnt even have the mood to eat which is strange cause i usually hav the mood for food....put all that aside for now,im missing you honey...i noe u cant kol now cause ur mum's already at home but dat's ok...i'll wait for the usual timing...muacks....

i have no idea on what else to blog...my life must be very boring compared to others...i wish i can get out and enjoy life but then again i hav a very tight schedule and i've committments in life so yea..i cant be possibly enjoying my life all the time...i need to discipline myself too..and that get that temper of mine under control.....

anyway Christmas is coming and my family is doing a last min shopping...im wondering till now what will i get on that day...but the best part is all of us including my extended family r going to be there on both Xmas eve and on Xmas itself...im going to have lots of fun...since BABY is going to be there too...1 more week to Xmas ppl!....and there's the New Year's countdown...im going to out all night with baby...im getting excited each time i think abt tiz...im counting down the days till these two very special days arrive....i have lots of special memories in 2006 and there r lots of tears too..i wish that 2007 will be a better year for me...and if everything goes well,im getting engaged to BABY!....i will make dat come true dear..hearts u....

i guess datz it for now...im lazy to update the blog these days but i'll try to kick dat bad habit of mine...anyway start working hard Taufiq cause vacation's over and get ur sorry ass to school regularly!...haha...a little reminder for myself...

and to honey...i love u so much...muacks..muacks...my love for u is getting deeper each day....

[x] TaufiQ was here at `9:20 PM`__