next month,im going to be an uncle for the third time....my sis-in-law is giving birth soon...to a baby boy....it's boys fever in the Mraz family...

my elder bro who is only 22yrs old got married to his girlfriend of 4years in 2003 after their eldest son turned 1...his birth was not a planned one...up to now they have 2 sons together whose names are Sly Jeriel Razif Mraz and Chad Michael Syarriz Mraz....Sly is currently 3years old and Chad is only 1years old....my brother wanted a daughter this time..but got a boy instead...he was not disappointed though...he even told me that his wife and him might try again for another baby....that shocked me as he told me earlier that he only wanted 2 children max...and each time his wife is pregnant,he would hav to go thru 9mths of HELL....haha....i pity him at times...but i noe dat he works hard for his family....unlike other ppl who live off their wives or force them to work...at least he is independent enuf to support his family....im proud of him....

anyway the soon-to-be born child will be name Krish Sebastian Aqim Mraz...it was given by me and BABY...my bro thought it was a nice name too...and decided to name his child that...both Sly and Chad cant wait for their new baby brother's arrival...even the room is decorated in baby blue...and everything from clothes to toys r already in place....i hope he would sumting like his elder brothers...my bro is going to withness his birth and record it in his video cam...he did dat for his 2 elder sons' birth too...

sometimes when i look at my nephews,my thoughts went to my son who is living in Spain right now..i miss him badly...wish that he's right here living with me...i regretted not taking him in my custody...but i know he would eventually lead a better life with his mum...i just hope that when he's older,he'll acknowledge me as his father...datz all that i wish for....hope u noe dat im missing u Rey...i will call you when i got time to spare...

and to BABY....may we have an everlasting relationship together...im sorry for all my mistakes that i've committed all this while...i want you to know that i will love you and life is impossible without you....i need u by my side always....someday we will build our small happy family together just like my brother...im missing u right now honey....come home soon....dun forget to eat during your break time...and take care of yourself....muacks...muacks....

your love will never be forgotten....it will always remain in my heart....

2more days to our 5mth anniversary baby!!!!!!!!.......