Thursday, December 07, 2006

nothing much happened today...but i really had a bad fight with BABY yet again...and i hav to admit dat it is my fault this time...i didnt want her to go to work cause i wanted her to keep me company but i know dat she cant do dat...i understand dat she got rules to follow but i still threw tantrums at her and even cause her to be late for work...im so sorry dear...i didnt mean anyting like dat to happen...just dat i miss you so much..im really too much this time...i promise u dat it wun happen again...i even threaten to leave u alone here..i must change my attitude too...its getting worse...it's just a day after our anniversary and this is happening..i just cant believe it...i'll try not to repeat my mistakes again...forgive me dear....

the things that im would like to apologise for

for going out with my cousins to have fun instead of spending it with you on our anniversary
for getting myself drunk yesterday
for forcing you to listen to me all the time
for picking a fight with you early in the morning just now
for all the harsh words that i've used on you

i will change myself for you dear...i dun want you to suffer when you r with me...u have shed too many tears for me and i wouldnt any more of it...seeing/hearing you cry really breaks my heart..i will got myself to blame if i ever lose you to another guy...im really3 sorry dear...watever it is,im glad dat we r ok now...im missing you though...cant wait to talk to you again...muacks..muacks...love you so much....

[x] TaufiQ was here at `8:23 PM`__