Monday, January 15, 2007

im damn tired today....and sch's giving a major headache....my workload is getting more and more each day and i find it extremely hard to meet the deadlines...in the end,im the one who's feeling stress...on top of dat,i still hav to juggle my studies and my love life which im thankful that it's going ok right now...

finally,i found a job but damn,the working hours are long....since im currently schooling right now,i will start work on at 6 and will end my shift ard 1130pm...i guess i will be in for a hard time...im sick and tired of not having enuf cash all the time and i cant always depend on my parents for money...its time for me to earn my own money....so i can buy whatever i've been wanting to buy all this while....BABY is not aware of this yet..but im sure she will not be happy since im going to be home late and we cant talk as usual at 10...i might be so sleepy when i reach home that mayb we dun even hav the time to talk even though u r willing to wait for me...the only time we will get to talk is before both of us r off to sch in the morning...also,we r going to be spending lesser time with each other since both of us r busy with our own lives...whatever it is,im still going to make time for the both of us to be together....

about our love life,things r turning bad each day but im grateful that we r ok today...i dunno why we r fighting all the time and i cant accept whatever that u hav to say...im so sorry dear...sometimes i find it hard to communicate with u and i still cant find the reason to dat till now..u should know that i didnt mean abt the breakup...i cant live without u even for a day...i need u in my life always...i want u to noe dat i still love u baby...so much....i've never love a girl this much till the day u came into my life...i miss u so much right now...so far for today,we've only exchanged a few msgs...i just hav to adapt to it....there r many challenges in a love life but if we truly love each other,both of us will overcome it...i hope both of us can do this...muacks....

cant wait to call you baby....i've been waiting for you the whole day and im dying to hear ur voice...

you are a blessing from Heaven baby....thanks for being part of my Life...muacks....

[x] TaufiQ was here at `5:07 PM`__